I'm sure I'm not the only one who's familiar with that. All of us have experienced that kind of feeling, the irregularity beat of your heart. The fast speed of the flow of your blood and the butterflies on your stomach.




A truly unexplainable feeling eloping you. It is not because you are in love, but because you are excited 😙💂😤😸

Excited about something. Something you have been looking forward. And now, at last, it is coming on the way!



That feeling when you cannot control your heart by beating abnormal speed. You can't stop your mind from thinking of those things. I am sure you feel that, too at one moment of your life. That is what happens to me right now. Actually, I have been experiencing this since last night.



I am so EXCITED!

I can't even bring myself to sleep. I finish the food immediately because, after a long time, I finally decided to take this journey to the whole level. I shall start blogging! Yeah, in fact, this is my second post already since I made the "Series Mind" blog. I never thought I could bring back myself to blogging. It has been a long time I stopped myself from writing and it is all good. I feel the rush in my veins each time I typed my message here. 😙

I just hope I can gather fans and followers who would love to visit and comment on my blog. I started this though I am still nervous. 'What if I can't take the pressure in writing again?' What if I don't get followers and fans and it will depress me?' That's part of my thought.


Actually, I am scared of getting excited. It feels like I am devastated by best outcome yet favorable things still far ahead. Bear with me on my journey and I would love to hear from you.

Is there a thing?

I'm a very open-minded person. I can accept anything and everything. I can be able to understand even the most difficult person in the most complicated situation, but not on this. And I am not surprised that I am.


I'm a very conservative person.
I am often laggard. I'm a kind of person who is strongly bound to tradition.



I don't believe in bisexuality. I may be an open-minded person but I realized that even the most open-minded person in the world can be the most closed minded whenever he/she is in the situation which is strongly conflicting and he/she personally did not want, at times.

I happen to have a friend trapped in this kind of condition. I want to believe that he is still on the "identity crisis" stage. I am that closed minded with that. (sigh)


My ideas may be wrong, but my opinion will never to be rejected. In my life, I always stand that the beholder handles and control himself. It is all in the mind. It is how we value the belief that there is only two gender that should exist, for this is what is right and true.



I love him, as a friend but I cannot accept this fact about him. He may be my friend but if he continues to be like that, I don't know what to do. I think it is wrong, and will probably strive my best to correct him.